Or atleast I’m trying…..but it’s been a bad week with my eating disorder and I haven’t been wanting to be on tumblr much. I’m doing my best though and trying hard to stay positive…..I’ll be online later though.
thanks so much! i am really scared to try it. i know i will eventually though, it’s good to know that it’s working for someone before i make the decision to go for it xD
Snack for work
My treat to myself this week :)
This is a picture of my friend Ava and I. Ava is on the left. She is in 7th grade and has been in treatment for an eating disorder twice. She will be discharging next week. Ava self harms, a lot. She didn’t self harm at all this week for me since it was my birthday week. I made a deal with Ava. If this picture of her (this stunning little girl) gets 1000 notes, she will not self injure any more. She swore this to me, and she is not one to break promises. Please, please help me with this. Like it/reblog it/do whatever you can. No 7th grader deserves to have cuts all the way up their arms and thighs. Keep her in your prayers :)
Edit: She does not have a tumblr, I will show this post to her once it gets the notes. Please help <3
GAHHHH I LOVE YOU GUYS. Okay, so Ava will see this post tomorrow. Can we get it to 2000 notes? Let’s show her how many people care about her!
my eating disorder is really trying to take me over right now, and it’s taking everything i’ve got, but i’m fighting back. i’m so uncomfortable. i don’t wan’t to get too into that because posts like that can be triggering. anyway, i bought plenty of fruits and vegetables…..but those are my safe foods so i guess that’s expected….the hard part is to make sure that i’m getting enough fats, grains, and protein. i have walnuts and sunflower seed butter and lots of quinoa and whole wheat pretzels and things like that…..i really don’t want to eat any of those things, but i am forcing myself to. i was doing so good and i can do this, i know i can. called in sick from work today….
I was in my car the other day watching the rain. It was so beautiful I just wanted to take a picture.